LOVE(OR AT LEAST LOSING IT)

growing up you exsperence alot of relastionship but there is alwaste that one that makes you really feel like you love that person and you want to spend the rest of your life . you seem to think of that person 24/7....you dream of that person......you worry about that person.....you can offically say that you are in love.. but what happens when you start to lose your self in love and you start to really forget why yall are together then you eventually break up.. but as time spreads you tell your self that you didnt really love that person you just though you did but you still after weeks and even months cant get them out of your head. thats what it trully meants to love someone after they are gone....you may at one point get back witht he person ....but it still wont be the same as the first.. but you still find your self thinkin about that person day in and day out.....someone told me that if you really love someone that that love will alwaste be there...no matter how long yall arnt to gether....do you believe that honestly or not let me kknow?>!!!!!!!!!~ Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring the passions, destroying reason, and in a word, turning everything topsy-turvy. ~

BETRAYL

have you ever had that one friend that you could call your besti or your brother or somethng like that..someone that you think you will spend the rest of you life with..the person that may just be your best man at your wedding........it starts off good...but then you start to see some of the sneaky things they do like talk to your ex...but you say ok its an ex your over them.......then they talk about you behindyour back....but you say "i havnt heard him/her say it so idc".......and then they get you in a whole mess of trouble and lie there way out......all you can do is drop them cause god puts obsticals in your way so that he can test you to see if you are strong enough to get throught them........never live your life with regrets alwaste learn from your mistakes because your mistakes make you who you are todai.....~ I sometimes react to making a mistake as if I have betrayed myself. My fear of making a mistake seems to be based on the hidden assumption that I am potentially perfect and that if I can just be very careful I will not fall from heaven. But a 'mistake' is a declaration of the way I am, a jolt to the way I intend, a reminder I am not dealing with the facts. When I have listened to my mistakes I have grown. ~

summer vacation

First off let me apoligize for not getting on here latly but i have been super busy making alot of changes in my life but as you all know it is officially SUMMER VACTION BABY!!!!!!!! if you arre not out of school yet you will be soon. so make sure you live your summer as best you can cause it will go bye very fast..enjoy not having to see some of those teachers for a while. make sure you make alot of new friends and party with your old.....i hope yall have a good time