BETRAYL

have you ever had that one friend that you could call your besti or your brother or somethng like that..someone that you think you will spend the rest of you life with..the person that may just be your best man at your wedding........it starts off good...but then you start to see some of the sneaky things they do like talk to your ex...but you say ok its an ex your over them.......then they talk about you behindyour back....but you say "i havnt heard him/her say it so idc".......and then they get you in a whole mess of trouble and lie there way out......all you can do is drop them cause god puts obsticals in your way so that he can test you to see if you are strong enough to get throught them........never live your life with regrets alwaste learn from your mistakes because your mistakes make you who you are todai.....~ I sometimes react to making a mistake as if I have betrayed myself. My fear of making a mistake seems to be based on the hidden assumption that I am potentially perfect and that if I can just be very careful I will not fall from heaven. But a 'mistake' is a declaration of the way I am, a jolt to the way I intend, a reminder I am not dealing with the facts. When I have listened to my mistakes I have grown. ~